My Child of Healing,
You have been hurt and you have become distant from me at times because you’re afraid that I may hurt you and I know that you are angry with me for all that has happened to you. My child, the things that have happened to you were not of my orchestrating! I did not cause those that hurt you to hurt you, I did not cause those who have left you to leave you, and I did not cause those who have said things to cause you so much pain to say those things. That was not of me, I would never do that to my Precious Child. No, these things were of the enemy who will use whoever and whatever to cause you pain and to cause you to distance yourself from me, to doubt me, to fear me, to be angry with me.
My Child, I am God yes, I control all, except Free Will and some peoples Free Will is controlled by the evil one and since that is so this is sadly why what has happened to you has happened the way it has. I want to say that I am truly sorry for all the pain you have had to endure at the hands of others. It Truly did break my heart to watch you cry all those times you cried, you were not alone though. I was there holding you and comforting you and just let you cry.
Oh, my Sweet Child, I cannot wait for you to truly believe that I am for you, never against you. I will never leave you nor forsake you, and I will never hurt you! I will so gladly take your anger upon me and I will never return that anger. Because I love you so unconditionally and so truly that I would move Heaven and Earth to get to you and I have time and time again!
Please come to me, abide in me, and allow me to do a deep healing within you. The healing will be done at your pace and no hurry and only what you can handle. I will be gentle and will be there holding your hand through it all. When healing is in the process you will start to unguard your heart and you will be able to freely love and receive love. Once you’re able to give me your hurt and your past then I will Shout in Victory, because that means your trust in me is being restored and the anger is melting away.
Trust the process my Beautiful One and know I am there with you every step of the way!
Abba, Father God
My Child of Healing,